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When the spiritual side of a person is neglected, there are few happy endings to the everyday challenges life presents to us.

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Thanks, Bert. You have a unique and eloquent way of summing up my rambling posts! Have a great day, and stay courageous.

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You bring the best out in me and the others you reach out to. You are a good person who deeply cares about others and it shows.

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https://www.etymonline.com/search?q=individual

I'm working on another article (part one) for you shred. Also I've been occupied with gardening, house chores, writing, tending to my husband, making music, and preparing for the upcoming roadtrip. I have listened to a few of your music links, thank you. I'm liking all the "proggy" stuff very much.

I'm glad you cured the septicemia. How does it come on?

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I started reading this but I have to go, and I'll be out all day. I briefly read your other Substack email notifications, so if I don't see anything more on Subdstack from you this evening when I get back, I will use your email address.

Have a good day, Frank.

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I know it is difficult. It's just that I care about you, and I don't like to disappoint you when I miss important points.

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Well, I have highly attuned senses, physically, emotionally, and spiritually, and I felt your soul-deep frustration from the first blog post of yours that I read. I may not many of the same traits as you do when it comes to 46&2, but I am a very passionate woman.

When I say I care about someone, it means that I am here for them, even when — *especially when* — things are hard. One cannot say they truly care if they run away or turn someone away at every challenging encounter: That would signify lack of courage.

(And I am crying right now.)

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Substack just made by browser freeze up and I had to force quit. Argh. There went all my open music listening windows.

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Yes.

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Wow. Some fabulous music! I love all that prog rock stuff, of course "L'hotel Serein" is yummy, and Gaby Moreno's voice is so sweet. I didn't really care for Rachael's voice on that song (she sounds like a heroin junkie) and, well, you know how I feel about most death metal, but I do appreciate the passion.

So much more I could comment on, but I'm gonna get out for a jog before lunch, and then search Apple Music for some of those albums you linked to.

Have a good evening, I'll check in later.

P.S. Yeah, I stay away from hard liquor, too. It makes me LOCO, and not in a good way!

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I'm just speculating about the existence of NPCs based on my frustration with "people" not thinking critically and not acting right. So, what's your message? Another teachable moment for me? It's just that your *smh* / "bye" teaching style can be sooooo cruel.😭😭😭😭😭

Fucking hell, Frank, you're one of the smartest people I have ever conversed with. So, why can't you come right out and tell me with your eloquent English-speaking skills what you perceive that I'm getting *so wrong* instead of mocking me?

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I'm sorry for my use of that cliché phrase. I did not mean to harm you, only to express my frustration at failing to comprehend your message.

Yes, I have seen much of the threats and BS, and know that you've been hurt. A tragic part of putting yourself "out there" with the Truth is that idiots will cast stones at you to protect their faulty, fraudulent beliefs. If you want me to step into those horrific conversations more often and defend you, I will do my best while managing my home and music life.

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Good afternoon.

I really like Osiris. How did I not hear about this fabulous music before? I was a senior in high school in 1981, haha. Yeah, "apex" in the link is perfect.

Why does Rich still converse with you on my blog but has you banned on his? That's weird.

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"I had to delete all my comments there because Laura souled out"

Damn. There was a shred of hope for a moment.

I was typing a comment to that article for like 40 minutes, now I'm not sure I'll bother to post it. Pearls before swine, ya know?

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Interesting photograph she chose to represent her shutting down comments on her Substack:

A dead root.

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I'm not seeing the dead root. Am seeing the 'loose' that jars with me.

AI would turn lose into loose though. As the second probably outnumbers the first on the net.

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I wonder how much the pay is for lending your digital identity out.

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Oops. I was referring to the photo on her "Stepping Away" post:

https://thedancingmerganser.substack.com/p/stepping-away-f93

And yeah, that sentence of hers needs some serious reconstruction in order to provide a clear message.

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?🤔

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If you've got a few hours, maybe it's covered here.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0g3RNv-lU_Q

Basically the plans are that your 'ghost' (supposed 'AI') will have a digital form (they outline this). I've concluded that this digital form can be sold and traded. Like someone doing an advert basically. Not sure if they discuss that or not as I havn't watched to the end yet.

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The clueless, desperate AI entities have amassed enough souled-out living men and women over the millennia and they will do *anything* to keep their cushy gigs by capturing our attention and stealing our hearts and minds. It's all false-white-light BS. Blockchain? I mean, sounds like concrete shoes and hands behind the back, tossed into Lake Erie. "Cryptocurrency"? More secrets for the "FMs" to peddle their inversions and perversions.

I'm not afraid of these perverts. And thank you for the link, but I *do not* have a few hours to watch the mind-control.

Take care, Rich!

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On another note altogether, my friend just sent me this link:

https://home.cern/news/news/cern/join-cern-historic-week-particle-physics

According to the "truther community," CERN opened some "cosmic portal" a few years ago and now they're trying to increase the, uhm, "effects" of that opening.

Physics Dude wanna weigh in on this?

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CERN is full of shit, or the truther community, or both?

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So, *if,* as she posits, "your words are for you," then why do we have mouths to speak and ears to listen?

If someone wants to keep a private diary, that's what I think of when "your words are for you," or like when I used to write "dump pages" just to read the flow of my mind, to look for bad programming and suss out the true creativity and life-affirming thoughts.

Speaking of bad programming, the crown-wearing princess seems to have some.

Most women — and it appears that Elizabeth is included — do not have the inner strength from "sense of self" to build trust with you. As you well know, trust has to be earned, and in that process is two people from completely different backgrounds (and sexes, if E *is* a woman, in this case) speaking their perspectives and perceptions and often misunderstanding one another. At that point, they either *work through* it, which is the trust-building way, or one of them bails and leaves the relationship in the dust.

Relationships, especially between opposite sexes, are fraught with misunderstandings because men and women view the world and communicate so differently. After nearly 30 years of being with Ron, we *still* experience many crossed wires and false impressions that need to be talked through . . or the trust bond weakens. Sure, sometimes it's just one or both of us listening incorrectly, but most times it's the consciousness residues fucking around or just the different ways we see things that can machinate little (or big) messes.

Because we are *all* mind/body/spirit complexes in progress and dealing with trauma — and as *many* of us do the healing work — we need to look at the big picture, ask ourselves and the other person some questions. You're really good at that, Frank. Asking questions is the key to building trust.

I don't know exactly how things got out of balance between you and Elizabeth, but her betrayal is a bad sign. If she had recognized that inside herself and acknowledged it to you, then of course, things would be moving back into harmony and flow in the right direction.

"And unlike the "men" she's used to, I'm not a total piece of shit."

I'm glad you wrote that.

Also, I *do very much mind* if you go die now. Your perspectives and perceptions are "green and gold" to so many of us, and to the children who are so traumatized in myriad ways and need truth, love, and a sense of joyful liberation.

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I think she's talking about me rather than you there. I posted some sark to Chilli Lilli who is also Amy Sukwan who was a founding substack follower of my mate 'Sage'.

Strange as Lizzie is posting to me in several places after that.

Anyway that's about it for me for now, I have a post to finish and then some sleep to catch up on. Or (more likely) the other way around.

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I mean as long as you and Lilli (I meant to say Lizzie there soz) are not the same person of course.

Stranger things have happened. Loving the Aliens are coming themes about now. What I want to know is what happens when you get the 'aliens were standing and watching us on the moon' crowd together with the 'we never went to the moon' crowd?

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Well, I do recall her telling you and me months ago, when the three of us were going back-and-forth, that she is highly traumatized and hyper-sensitive.

Still, anyone closing their eyes to the CONs' agenda, refusing to reclaim their courage, is *not* gonna survive their cruelty and will, as you said quite eloquently, end up as "entirely expendable borg morons even more useless than [they] already are, if that is even possible."

Censorship happens when people fear the truth.

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I don't know. Could be you. I didn't see your comments there because I guess they all were deleted. Liz kept asking me for your email address btw. In case you wanted to pass it on to her.

And re your edit about UFOs etc. Of course, I don't need anybody's help there and find it highly amusing that they can't decide whether the Aliens are on the other side of a flat earth, inside a hollow earth or on the other side of the moon or from another solar system somewhere. They're everywhere!

https://alphahistory.com/coldwar/reds-under-the-bed/

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Yes I know what it is. Lizzie didn't though. She kept asking me to pass it along.

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Most people don't even try to understand you and your solutions, Frank, because they wouldn't know the truth if it punched them in the face, like in that Zombie Hangover video game description. Most people live in fear of everyone and everything that isn't notarized by tradition, groups, and institutions.

Damn. These rosé bubbles are really good, and they're at the perfect, refreshing temperature.

Those articles in Playboy ("propaganda created and promulgated by the CIA") are there to attract intelligent men and lure them into wasting their creative life-force energy and their money on artificial, airbrushed whores, most of whom are probably victims of MK-ULTRA (well, my friend Tim claims to personally know a few PB bunnies who were such victims). So much sadness😫😭.

FRANK. What I'm *trying to do* is to befriend you as you prepare for the good woman you claim to want, which has nothing to do with your physical or mental condition. I mean, I've helped *so many friends* who were depressed, physically unhealthy, had terrible relationship track records, and are kinda fringe/cool folks, to find their partner-for-life who *also* happened to have baggage.

In every case, there was always ONE BLOCK they had to work through, which has to do with a specific unhealed trauma. For my friend V, it was her crazy mother issue. For my friend T, it was her poor self-esteem, and for her now-husband P, it was the opposite, his arrogance. For my friend M, it was her dwelling on the future (anxiety) plus a perfection complex. For my friend K, it was her reliance on systems/institutions/traditions. They all did their inner work, then the partner showed up. The work doesn't end either as individuals or couples, it just gets easier to courageously dive in when trauma residues emerge.

So, the reason I keep showing up for you is because I love you and I want you to have the incomparable joy you deeply long for: Being in a devoted, lifelong partnership with a woman who is as "awesome" as you are — and I mean that to include *all the meanings* of the word since you are a vast being 😉.

You are on the threshold. All I can do is hold you in my heart as I watch you resist facing the ONE DRAGON that stands between you and your True Love . . . until you are ready.💖

While I have alluded to my perceptions about your trauma, I don't really know that dragon, and so I'm not the one to call it by the name you would recognize. That job would be for a sangoma or other spiritually gifted person, or even a situation, that moves you to heal. I'm just here for you in whatever way you allow me to be.

Good morning to you, Frank.

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Mmm. That actual website was not in the results despite me searching on multiple browser apps.

"Morning glory" is part Nature, and sadly, part dark occult programming. Are you using your morning glory to make babies? Are you growing Mother Earth? Or are you creating music/art from witnessing the events going on here?

Speaking of programming . . . . Black metal has its virtues, as do all musical genres.

Distractions are limited hangouts.

Keep fighting, Frank, if that's how you want to live your LIFE.

Tick tock.

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"Coz they apparently don't observe so good."

Exactly.

Also, I noticed that the US Department of Commerce and NESDIS/NOAA are listed on the images. It's all about "space commerce" for the CONs.

https://www.nesdis.noaa.gov/commercial-space/space-commerce

Well, and tracking.

“GOES-T joins the suite of advanced technology providing critical data and imagery to forecasters and researchers tracking hazardous weather and working toward building a climate ready nation,” said NOAA Administrator Rick Spinrad, Ph.D.

Could these GOES satellites also be *starting* things on Earth and elsewhere?

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"My testicles could probably start some fires."

I know you're frustrated, and I don't mean to be cruel, but that statement did make me laugh.

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"...there's simply no way I can continue without a good woman..."

I know.

"I am in terrible condition, manically depressed, suicidal, have nothing to offer, etc."

But here's the thing: None of that matters to a woman whose heart and head are "right."

Big bang theory is a psy-op, and of course it hasn't been proven (so many theories hang out for far too long). Tell me more about how you've disproven it!

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Yeah, that makes sense. I didn't listen thinking that it was even marginally about The Real Frank of District 9 in SA. Sometimes I get your humor with all its quirks, kinks, and idiosyncrasies🤓.

I really enjoyed the show, though, and it was nice to feel like I was experiencing a shared moment of pure laughter with you, even if it wasn't you🔥🔥 (or Shireen🍺🍺🍺, haha).

Aaaaand, it's bedtime for me. Been a long week so far, and Ron and I will be doing an impromptu cooking class tomorrow evening here in the kitchen/studio. "Whole Lotta Lasagna" will *wow* the students. Actually one couple bailed out earlier this evening, so it'll just one super-fun couple who will bring wine and participate fully. I made vegan blueberry cream cheese lemon bars tonight, so the house smells delicious.

Good morning in District 9, Frank. Happy Sun-Day.

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"Scientists" in this case (as in most cases) equates to "Cushy-Job-Keeping Career Clowns."🤡💩☠️👾

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Well, you keeping taking good care of yourself and all the others who deserve your care.

And, by all means, those who cause harm are "dead" already.

So, I saw a dude in Trader Joe's today. He was wearing all black: A skirt, combat boots, and a black "Hellenic Black Metal Legions" t-shirt. But wait, there's more! He was also wearing a huge black face mask. I'd actually never seen a face mask that big. I probably could have killed him by looking into his eyes and saying "covid," but I was just shaking in my little sandals at how "ruthless and courageous" he looked, you know, embodying the Viking/Goth spirit and all. Well, that's my best joke for today. I thought I had seen it all, but ope nope.

I hope you are well.

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Who is censoring pictures of "super awesome amazingly beautiful girls"?

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Wow, that's an impressive creation. I will have to listen over the next year. Even the single will take me a month. It's rather self-indulgent and/or profound, and time will tell. I love the first comment on the page by BassEmperor: "Can't wait for the 10 LP box set." Haha, my feelings exactly.

Have a lovely day/evening yourself, Frank. In a few minutes, Ron and I will be heading out to farmer's market and then to visit a couple who frequent the restaurant where we play music. They are winemakers. He is a *famous* guitar/bass pedal maker and she is an artist/teacher. Gonna be a fun afternoon touring both the electronics factory and the winery!

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