When I was 15 or 16 years old - somewhere between 1972 to 1974 - I had a memory surface while tripping. I had tripped enough to know it was not an hallucination but a memory. It's still clear to me all these decades later.
The setting was a narrow body of water but probably deep and lush vegetation on both sides. I was there with a male I perceived to be my soulmate/complement. We had been frolicking in the water all natural and there was no sense of nakedness. This looked Edenic but there was a profound sadness. This deep sadness was probably why I remembered it all these decades because I wondered why.
I watched very little television but when I was in my early or mid 20's I room mated with someone who watched a lot of TV and I wound up watching the movie "Altered States". I was very impressed by the movie and wondered if I'd had a genetic memory of Adam and Eve on that trip. I tried to watch "Altered States" again in my 40's but couldn't finish it because it was so lame.
I'm pretty sure I just got a glimpse of things before the Fall and what was lost.
"I'm pretty sure I just got a glimpse of things before the Fall and what was lost."
Indeed. I have experienced night dreams and even waking moments that *bring home* our pre-primary-trauma Paradise.
I am working on another treatise that discusses "toxic masculinity" and its alternative, "tonic masculinity. It's taking some time, as my longer articles always to, because I need to weave together multiple perspectives and perceptions.
I've waited and waited for part 2 to show up in my inbox and thought you had given up on writing it. With a direct search I'm glad to see you didn't. I agree with everything you've written here.
I want to share a personal story about reincarnation. I've always thought reincarnation was a trap. My beloved dog died in May 2019. That was hard enough to take but I was devastated I contributed to more of her suffering: On a Friday I told my husband we needed to put her to sleep come Monday. He didn't want to and thought we could still save her, and I was desperate to believe that, so I agreed to wait. We couldn't save her, and she suffered more needlessly. I was "out to lunch" for a few months until a couple of other crises forced me back. Then on December 26th 2019, unexpectedly someone came by with two 7 month old dogs that were siblings, that were destined for an animal shelter if we didn't take them in. I agreed to take them. The first hour or two interacting with the dogs I realized they were family members of my former dog. A short while later I realized one of them was in fact my former dog reincarnated. For the next few weeks or months she acted just like her former self (her astrological moon's south node), until she settled into her new body and circumstances. There were many synchronicities and I didn't need astrology to confirm to me that she was my baby, but between our two charts it did. BTW - I've studied astrology for a few decades and concluded in 2019 it is this matrices program of how they are going to torture you this go around. Of course, there's good gifts in there too. I wondered if she had a choice to come back or not and I believe she chose to - for love and she wasn't done hiking! And I do believe her coming back was a gift from God. We do sometimes have a psychic connection and I let her know to not come back here again unless it gets cleaned up and I'll find her...
I'm glad you are in alignment with Part 2! At some point, those of us with all our senses ON can perceive that there is really little else besides intentional fuckery going on in every system and institution. Even the "charities" are BS fronts for the fuckers. Okay, there are maybe some super-small local charities that are legitimate, but I even question those.
Regarding the reincarnation synchs: I agree. Your story about the dogs you adopted simply rings true. I hope that your reincarnated dog "gets" your message about not coming back! They hang on for us in life on Earth (I've witnessed it with all of my Persian cats) and I have no doubt that they might want to come back to share the love with us again in another lifetime. It's good to remind them that there are far better choices than Prison Planet until we wrest our Paradise from the grips of inverted, perverted anti-life entities.
My husband and I adopted a rescue Persian named Frankie a few years ago (I wrote about him on my old WordPress blog here: sharinewonders.wordpress.com/2021/02/15/frankie-february-15-2018-february-13-2021/). He reminded me so much of our previous cat, Scootie, who I also wrote about on WP, you can look through my older posts to find that tribute. They were physically very different, but their energies were incredibly similar! I used to swear that Frankie was Scooter in a new body.
I too felt a significant "shift" in the overall frequencies of Earth in 2019. In fact, I feel like I predicted "Covid" in a screenplay that I wrote in late 2016. I mean, the story is SO CLOSE to how the events have actually played out. More likely, I just tapped into the evil agenda.
In 2019 I realized Satan was real and Hell was not an over-reaction of God, but a necessity. You have to prune and weed a garden, but not the way the psychopaths do. I find it dismaying about the concept of an Empath, like it is a special gift, instead of just having compassion.
The shitten correspondence does raise an eyebrow! Lilith was incredibly popular when I had my herb store and I thought I was an herbalist/green witch and had nothing to do with satan (lol, you'd think my heretical fundamentalist upbringing would have been screaming at me). The perversion of love (and it's destruction) are crucial to the NWO.
"Lilith was incredibly popular when I had my herb store..."
Remember the Lilith Festival in the 90s? I applied to be selected as one of the small-stage music acts. I was so edgy🙄
And yes, you and I are of the same observation that the wayward wizards invert and pervert everything good and right, for *only* their benefit and the destruction of everyone and everything else.
Somehow, some of us made it through and can see it for what it is.
Very interesting and though provoking stuff. Can't help but note some parallels with my own much more prosaic post today about the dopamine system. Firstly, I also mentioned how our society is teaching us to not trust and ignore our bodies signals. Secondly, I mention the highjacking of the dopamine system by the powers to be to manipulate us. I was especially struck by what you wrote "She gets people to engage in gluttonous activities like gambling, excessive eating and drinking, obsessing over psycho-spiritually handicapped partners, and generally wasting their life-force watching sports, tv/movies, social media, music videos, video games, and porn"... a class of drugs called dopamine agonists, mainly for parkinson's, are notorious for causing extreme and compulsive addictions like this [I experienced this myself when doctors put me on them, fortunately I was able to ween myself of them and get back to myself]. Perhaps the dopamine receptors are a portal of entry for negative forces...
Gary, thanks for your reply! I find it wholly unsurprising that you and I are covering the same topics from different perspectives and experiences. I look forward to reading your latest article (saved in my email inbox!) later this evening.
"Perhaps the dopamine receptors are a portal of entry for negative forces"
YES! That's such an important insight.
I think that dopamine receptors were divinely designed for our organic "bliss" (that is, our direct connection to the Creator through our beingness and creativity). So *of course* the wayward wizards figured that out around the turn of the 20th century and developed pharmaceuticals to hijack the receptors for use by their malevolent, entropic forces. Furthermore — and clearly to me anyway — processed food, refined sugars/flours/oils, and industrial/agricultural chemicals developed around that same time contain substances that also hijack the receptors, and/or remove compounds that benefit our overall physical, mental, spiritual health.
OH.MY.BOB! I forgot all about Lilith Festival - I have the compilation CD - LOL! And of course, I didn't see the connection at the time.
Lots of young women are into doing bondage pictures (nude and hanging from thick ropes) as 'art' and for some 'shadow work'. It's always creeped me out, but now that I understand the dark force's intent for such behavior it's worse.
What kind of sick "shadow work" is that? There is nothing healing about being bound/gagged or pretending to be hanged, especially being photographed in those poses.
Around the time of the Lilith Festival, the "heroin chic" modeling look became all the rage. I lived in Santa Monica/West L.A. at the time, and it wasn't in just the magazines, movies, and music videos: Girls and women were walking around like that all hours of the day and night. It was totally normalized. That's Hellyweird.
When I was 15 or 16 years old - somewhere between 1972 to 1974 - I had a memory surface while tripping. I had tripped enough to know it was not an hallucination but a memory. It's still clear to me all these decades later.
The setting was a narrow body of water but probably deep and lush vegetation on both sides. I was there with a male I perceived to be my soulmate/complement. We had been frolicking in the water all natural and there was no sense of nakedness. This looked Edenic but there was a profound sadness. This deep sadness was probably why I remembered it all these decades because I wondered why.
I watched very little television but when I was in my early or mid 20's I room mated with someone who watched a lot of TV and I wound up watching the movie "Altered States". I was very impressed by the movie and wondered if I'd had a genetic memory of Adam and Eve on that trip. I tried to watch "Altered States" again in my 40's but couldn't finish it because it was so lame.
I'm pretty sure I just got a glimpse of things before the Fall and what was lost.
"I'm pretty sure I just got a glimpse of things before the Fall and what was lost."
Indeed. I have experienced night dreams and even waking moments that *bring home* our pre-primary-trauma Paradise.
I am working on another treatise that discusses "toxic masculinity" and its alternative, "tonic masculinity. It's taking some time, as my longer articles always to, because I need to weave together multiple perspectives and perceptions.
Wishing you well!
I've waited and waited for part 2 to show up in my inbox and thought you had given up on writing it. With a direct search I'm glad to see you didn't. I agree with everything you've written here.
I want to share a personal story about reincarnation. I've always thought reincarnation was a trap. My beloved dog died in May 2019. That was hard enough to take but I was devastated I contributed to more of her suffering: On a Friday I told my husband we needed to put her to sleep come Monday. He didn't want to and thought we could still save her, and I was desperate to believe that, so I agreed to wait. We couldn't save her, and she suffered more needlessly. I was "out to lunch" for a few months until a couple of other crises forced me back. Then on December 26th 2019, unexpectedly someone came by with two 7 month old dogs that were siblings, that were destined for an animal shelter if we didn't take them in. I agreed to take them. The first hour or two interacting with the dogs I realized they were family members of my former dog. A short while later I realized one of them was in fact my former dog reincarnated. For the next few weeks or months she acted just like her former self (her astrological moon's south node), until she settled into her new body and circumstances. There were many synchronicities and I didn't need astrology to confirm to me that she was my baby, but between our two charts it did. BTW - I've studied astrology for a few decades and concluded in 2019 it is this matrices program of how they are going to torture you this go around. Of course, there's good gifts in there too. I wondered if she had a choice to come back or not and I believe she chose to - for love and she wasn't done hiking! And I do believe her coming back was a gift from God. We do sometimes have a psychic connection and I let her know to not come back here again unless it gets cleaned up and I'll find her...
I'm glad you are in alignment with Part 2! At some point, those of us with all our senses ON can perceive that there is really little else besides intentional fuckery going on in every system and institution. Even the "charities" are BS fronts for the fuckers. Okay, there are maybe some super-small local charities that are legitimate, but I even question those.
Regarding the reincarnation synchs: I agree. Your story about the dogs you adopted simply rings true. I hope that your reincarnated dog "gets" your message about not coming back! They hang on for us in life on Earth (I've witnessed it with all of my Persian cats) and I have no doubt that they might want to come back to share the love with us again in another lifetime. It's good to remind them that there are far better choices than Prison Planet until we wrest our Paradise from the grips of inverted, perverted anti-life entities.
My husband and I adopted a rescue Persian named Frankie a few years ago (I wrote about him on my old WordPress blog here: sharinewonders.wordpress.com/2021/02/15/frankie-february-15-2018-february-13-2021/). He reminded me so much of our previous cat, Scootie, who I also wrote about on WP, you can look through my older posts to find that tribute. They were physically very different, but their energies were incredibly similar! I used to swear that Frankie was Scooter in a new body.
I too felt a significant "shift" in the overall frequencies of Earth in 2019. In fact, I feel like I predicted "Covid" in a screenplay that I wrote in late 2016. I mean, the story is SO CLOSE to how the events have actually played out. More likely, I just tapped into the evil agenda.
In 2019 I realized Satan was real and Hell was not an over-reaction of God, but a necessity. You have to prune and weed a garden, but not the way the psychopaths do. I find it dismaying about the concept of an Empath, like it is a special gift, instead of just having compassion.
"I find it dismaying about the concept of an Empath, like it is a special gift, instead of just having compassion."
I completely agree! "Empath" is what we all are, but most of us have sold out our senses to Scientism.
The shitten correspondence does raise an eyebrow! Lilith was incredibly popular when I had my herb store and I thought I was an herbalist/green witch and had nothing to do with satan (lol, you'd think my heretical fundamentalist upbringing would have been screaming at me). The perversion of love (and it's destruction) are crucial to the NWO.
"Lilith was incredibly popular when I had my herb store..."
Remember the Lilith Festival in the 90s? I applied to be selected as one of the small-stage music acts. I was so edgy🙄
And yes, you and I are of the same observation that the wayward wizards invert and pervert everything good and right, for *only* their benefit and the destruction of everyone and everything else.
Somehow, some of us made it through and can see it for what it is.
Very interesting and though provoking stuff. Can't help but note some parallels with my own much more prosaic post today about the dopamine system. Firstly, I also mentioned how our society is teaching us to not trust and ignore our bodies signals. Secondly, I mention the highjacking of the dopamine system by the powers to be to manipulate us. I was especially struck by what you wrote "She gets people to engage in gluttonous activities like gambling, excessive eating and drinking, obsessing over psycho-spiritually handicapped partners, and generally wasting their life-force watching sports, tv/movies, social media, music videos, video games, and porn"... a class of drugs called dopamine agonists, mainly for parkinson's, are notorious for causing extreme and compulsive addictions like this [I experienced this myself when doctors put me on them, fortunately I was able to ween myself of them and get back to myself]. Perhaps the dopamine receptors are a portal of entry for negative forces...
Gary, thanks for your reply! I find it wholly unsurprising that you and I are covering the same topics from different perspectives and experiences. I look forward to reading your latest article (saved in my email inbox!) later this evening.
"Perhaps the dopamine receptors are a portal of entry for negative forces"
YES! That's such an important insight.
I think that dopamine receptors were divinely designed for our organic "bliss" (that is, our direct connection to the Creator through our beingness and creativity). So *of course* the wayward wizards figured that out around the turn of the 20th century and developed pharmaceuticals to hijack the receptors for use by their malevolent, entropic forces. Furthermore — and clearly to me anyway — processed food, refined sugars/flours/oils, and industrial/agricultural chemicals developed around that same time contain substances that also hijack the receptors, and/or remove compounds that benefit our overall physical, mental, spiritual health.
P.S. I'm glad you're back!
OH.MY.BOB! I forgot all about Lilith Festival - I have the compilation CD - LOL! And of course, I didn't see the connection at the time.
Lots of young women are into doing bondage pictures (nude and hanging from thick ropes) as 'art' and for some 'shadow work'. It's always creeped me out, but now that I understand the dark force's intent for such behavior it's worse.
What kind of sick "shadow work" is that? There is nothing healing about being bound/gagged or pretending to be hanged, especially being photographed in those poses.
Around the time of the Lilith Festival, the "heroin chic" modeling look became all the rage. I lived in Santa Monica/West L.A. at the time, and it wasn't in just the magazines, movies, and music videos: Girls and women were walking around like that all hours of the day and night. It was totally normalized. That's Hellyweird.